“Be
still, and know that I am God.”—Psalm 46:10a
By nature, my spirituality
and the spiritual disciplines that I practice have been oriented toward a
rational approach. For years, I have
kept prayer lists, read sections of the Bible more or less daily (and even read
through the Bible on several occasions), memorized scripture, and emphasized
the practical implications of the Christian life.
While involved in a Companions in Christ study
several years ago, I was introduced to the categories developed by Urban T. Holmes
to describe the different ways in which Christians exercise their spirituality. He suggested two scales to describe spiritual
experience—the mystery/revelation scale and the mind/heart scale. Corinne Ware develops this further in her
book, Discover Your Spiritual Type. Her
four types are revelation/mind, revelation/heart, mystery/heart, and
mystery/mind.
Without a great deal of
reflection, it was clear to me that I operated most often out of the
revelation/mind quadrant. This type
tends toward theological reflection and practice with a danger of “intellectualization”
of the spiritual life. According to
Ware, if you are aware of your natural tendency you can do several things
including growing toward your opposite quadrant in order to enrich your
spiritual life.
In my case, the opposite
quadrant is mystery/heart. The desire of
a person in this category is to be one with God, the Holy One. One who practices this perspective in turn
challenges others to a deeper experience with God. I had read a good bit about the classical
spiritual disciplines and have tried to practice some of them, but I have been
focused recently on one that rests solidly in the mystery/heart quadrant--the
contemplative practice called Centering Prayer.
Gregory the Great (sixth century) referred to this as “resting in God.”
In a workshop I attended
in February on Centering Prayer, Rev. Tom Ward reminded us that “God’s first
language is silence.” Therefore, if we learn
to be silent, we can experience a deeper relationship with the God who “speaks”
to us in silence.
Learning a new spiritual
discipline is not necessarily easy but doing so opens up new ways of relating
to God. I am thankful to be able to
learn such disciplines from a long line of Christian saints and those who are
contemporary practitioners.
- ware
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